Went in for IUI today. Was told DH's count was low with zero motility. WTF? 2 prior sperm analysis results were normal and actually quite good. My RE thinks DHs recent illness may have contributed to the poor quality sample. So no IUI. I was crushed. Then came the second blow.
It seems that my fibroid is back and in full affect. They could see it when doing my sonogram yesterday. Then when looking back at my HSG films my RE figured that the divit (what the HSG technician called it) was actually my re-born fibroid. The fucking fibroid that I've already undergone 2 surgeries to remove. RE wants to do a myomectomy. A more aggressive surgery to cut out the fibroid. Then back to the clomid IUI treatment. But how long is this going to take. How long do I have to deal with this. I am not using question marks because these are more like statements. I'm tired of asking when this is going to happen for me. Maybe I'm being dramatic.
All I know is right now the tears won't stop.