My MIL who is usually very annoying has been most helpful. She has been very encouraging and saying all the right things. She has been advising me on what to do about the awful breastmilk situation, and how to try to sleep. I'm so thankful for her kind words.
And I'm so thankful for all of your kind words. I just can't believe how much love there is out there. Every nice comment I read and share with my husband. They make us feel just a little bit better. They really do. Friends and strangers alike keep asking what they can do to help. And honestly the greatest help is just the outreach. The comments, prayers, and well-wishes. It all helps. Knowing this now I'm so ashamed for how I once acted. I never understood the pain of pregnancy loss. I was always the one wondering how long it has to take someone to get over it. Maybe that is why I have to suffer this now. To teach me. Maybe. I don't know.